Emotional Roll-a-coaster

It's been awhile since I've last blogged, and I must say I've Missed It!! I'm going through some emotional things right now, and I've been kinda feeling that I need to get back to Release what I"ve been feeling!!! Today, for some reason off and on I've been in thid Funk!! I woke up this morning feeling kinda of down, why? I guess life and me not being pleased with myself right now. Today, I went through alot of what if's and regrets!! I've cried a lot today, and it has helped, but the pain is still there. Sometimes I just really no longer want to the Responsibilities of Adult Life!! I wish at times I could be back at home with my mom and only had to worry about ME!!! I did go and volunteer today (made me fee a little better), did a little shopping, treated myself to lunch!! I got home talked with my hubby for a little bit and shut myself in our bedroom for a little bit. I was crying, talking to God,  and listening to William McDowell (Give Myself Away). The phone rang it was my cousin that!! We talked about stuff, laughed, and she just listened. I must say after talking and laughing with her I felt much better!! Her phone call was definitely right on time!!  I really don't know what the real root of this emotional roll-a-coaster that I'm on is, but I do know tha something must give!!