I haven't blogged in awhile and actually had forgotten that I have a blog. So, much has been going on. However, now I feel it's a must I get back to blogging. It's a great way for me to vent and realize some emotions and things that have just been on my mind.
1st since my daughter has been on summer vaca I have been taking a vaca of my own. No child, no hubby, juse me, myself, and I. I'm using this time to reflect on somethings, feel better about myself, and also spent time with family and friends that I haven't spent alot of time with in recent years. In the month since I've been away I've come out of my shell (feeling better about how I look and changing my style of dressing). I've become more comfortable with wearing my arms out and have started wearing dresses and skirts more! I remember when I first started college I use to wear my arms out, but as the years passed and I put on weight I felt my arms were to big and feared that others would look at me. However, I've noticed that my arms don't look bad, and as for people looking and talking, that's all in my head!!!
2nd Lately I've been missing my dad more and more. My dad passed away when I was 4 as a result of stomach cancer. As I got older it got better, but the last 3 yrs. I've realy been missing him. This past father's day was Extremely Difficult for me!! I mean I know he's in a better place, pain-free, but I just wish he were physically here. So if you have a father that is still alive cherish that!! Even if you don't have the best relationship. There are people like me that wish they could pick up the phone and call their dad, wish they could be held in his arms, and that they could hear his voice JUST ONE MORE TIME!!!!
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